today was the last day of my relationship... and i just want to say what's on my mind... so here goes: i miss you so much, especially at night... that's when i cry the most... that's when it's the hardest, and I find myself not being able to sleep because i miss you so much i miss you in my car... when i'm driving and that song you danced to comes on and i find that a tear drips down my cheek because i won't be able to see you do that again i miss you when i think about my bed because you lit my favorite down blanket on fire i miss you but i especially miss your kiss... god do i miss your lips... they were always so soft and perfect i miss you so much right now because i'm scared about tom... this is really freaking me out, and i know getting ur wisdom teeth pulled is relativly simple and i'm being put out so i dont feel it, but i'm still scared... i miss you because i wish you were going to take care of me after i got my teeth pulled. i miss you because i love when you smile at me... you light up my world, it's like an innocent baby smiling for the first time looking up at you and you think that it is the most wonderous thing u've ever seen... i miss you because i'm afraid that i'll never be able to kiss you again and that scares me. i'm miss you because i dont want to beleive that even though i'm your friend you still wouldn't drop everything if i needed something i miss you because i'm stupid, and you were really good to me and i dont want to give that up i miss you because i want you to care for me i miss you because now i can't force you to let me take care of you, even though i know your crying inside i miss you because i'd like to think that your crying right now somewhere just like me i miss you because i'd like to hope that we could have made it work for a lot longer, and i dont understand what happened i miss you because we didn't even make it a year i miss you because you were never around to celebrate my birthday i miss you because i dont think i'll ever get the chance to give you ur present on your birthday that i already bought. i miss you because i dont have anyone who i can cry on their shoulder and then have them make me feel better by making love to me i miss you because i'm on myspace on another page and your picture makes me cry because it reminds me of us, i'm the girl on the left with the brown hair your on the right with the black hair i miss you because i dont want to go to bed because i hate crying myself to sleep so i'd rather just cry now in front of the computer rather than later in bed i miss you because your not here to console me and make me feel better  i miss you because i'd like to think you were missing me i just miss you | 
